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Thursday, December 10, 2009

Craziness


Serious thing happens to me now. I'm having a not normal crush right now. The thing is, I'm having a big crush on DBSK and it's like a real crush to me. I just started to ignore other boys around me, I mean, I'm not that excited to see my crushes(lol i have lotsa crushes^^). Don't misunderstand me. I admire some boys because of their haircut, charisma and stupid things like that and I have never think of becoming their special girlfriend. Seriously. The thing is now, they're not my crushes anymore as I have one BIG crush on this band and all the members and I think I am crazy because of them..Theor anniversary is not far away and it's just break my heart if they are going to be apart from each other. Seriously. they have a very special pace in my heart and I LOVE THEM so much! They really had put a special 주물 on me to keep loving them. I just can't help myself but keep falling in love more deeply day by day.

사랑해, 동방신기 오빠!!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Hamster T_T

My beloved hamster died..both of them..s0 sad T_T
I got a phone call from my sister. And then I talked to my youngest sister. SHe was sobbing as she told me about our beloved hamsters. I was a bout to cry too. It was because the hamsters had become a part of our family..really love them..

Monday, December 7, 2009

My Love





This is the love of my life after my religion, my family and my friends..



Since they're now having difficulties in life, I want to say that, no matter what happen , the Cassies will always support you guys. we don't know what we'll do without even one of you guys in da group. So, DONG BANG SHIN KI, HWAITING!! ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH^^





C

NEW MOON!!

I've watched New Moon..finally. I did enjoy the movie but I thik that the sad feelings that I feel when I read the book didn't really show. I think I have more feelings when I read the book than watching it. Anyway, the movie was great. I love it when the girls screamed in amazement of Jacob's body^^. hehehehe...Love jacob in da movie and in dabook. I love Edward Cullen in da book but I don't really like Edward Cullen on screen. It's weird though becaue ii's not that I don't like him because I'm a huge fan of him as Cedric Diggory. Well, to those who's gonna watch New Moon, Happy Watching!!

Aku buat benda bodoh...

Hmm..ari tuh aku kuar jln2.On da way nk balik kompel a.k.a kompleks pelajar, aku terserempak ngan segerombolan mamat and dalam group tuh..ade lah my crush. Ntah mengapa..aku trus masuk kedai runcit kat sbelah, walhal, aku xde pa per nk bli.."ape aku buat nh?" aku bertanya pada diriku sendiri. Alng2 da masuk kedai, aku pn berhajat nk bli air.Ku cari air favouriteku, 'revive', tapi xjmpe..option kedua, 'lipton green tea' pn xjmpa..aiseh..apa ak nk buat?tnpa di sangka2, segerombolan mamat itu pn msuk gak lam kdai runcit tu..oh my god! my crush pn nk amik air doe.........lali dia datang..aku hanya pikir camna nk elak sebab bdnnya y agk tough n jalan y agak smpit itu..tapi..fuh...slamat..dia takyah nk masuk jauh ke dalam sgt sebab air y dia nk tu ader kat peti depan jer..tetibe jer, kwn dia plak nk bli air..aku pn trus bla dgn pusing ke arah y bertentangan dan kuar ke kaunter mengiut arah y satu lagi. utk cover, aku just grab 1 bungkus roti. kwn die ckp, "aik...main pusing2 plak.."
aku trus bayar n trus blah..
betapa bodohnya aku rasa pbuatan aku itu..hahahahahahahahaha
dahla aku bli roti y bungkuan kecik=RM2.10..
kalu aku amik y besar sket jer=RM2.25..aiseh.......

Friday, December 4, 2009

I LOVE DONG BANG SHIN KI@TVXQ!!!!


I am now proud to announce that I'm a big fan of TVXQ. Selepas bertahun2 lamany aku dicabar untuk x menzahirkn y aku minat kat TVXQ, cabaran itu akhirny berlalu..Rin..aku berjaya lam cabaran ko. Jgn buat2 lupe lak ganjaran y telah dijanjikn itu..GO TVXQ @ DBSK!!!!! Saranghae^^!!


Akhirny..

Kwn2ku..miss ya guys so much..
Lame da ak x update ak pny blog. Bolognese, biler nk buat reunion?
Hm..skang nh pn da msk semester 2. Midsem bg sem 2 nh pn xlamer..disebabkn result finalku y agk xmmuaskn ati, aku harus lebih gigih....Berikanlah ak kkuatn Ya Allah!Kwn2ku..kamu pn..berusaha la erk walau di pelusuk dunia mana kamu berada(skema pelik ayat)..
PEnat la sem 2 nh..lebey byk extra class sbb ari jumaat nnti byk cuti+lecturer amt rajin nk buat study group lebih berkesan..
Pa pe pn.harap sumeny akn mdatangkan hasil y memuaskn..InsyaAllah..

Friday, August 7, 2009

My friends

Honestly, after my family, my friends come second (it's because they always said, "family first."). I miss my friends so much for the fact that we are now far from each other and haven't met each other for a long time. I still remember the old times (sounded like decades had passed) when we were hanging out together, eating while talking about boys and girlie stuffs. I enjoyed myself so much that times. When I was having my rough times, I knew I would be alright because they were always there for me. They were ready to support me or hold me when I was falling down. Everytime I was having difficult choices or bad situation, no matter how sad I am, trust me, they were always there for me. I don't think I can get better friends than them. They accpeted me for who I am, arguing with me for my own good and share the laughter when I was happy. I don't deny that my new friend are okay, too, but they were different. They think they knew me but they don't! Thay are much more sensitive and sometimes, I was holding myself for being who I am for not wanting to hurt their feelings (I know I alwayys did that eventhough I'm holding myself). I don't really care about holding myself because I'm such a good actress sometimes. It's not that I pretend or what because I'm really sincere to be their friends. Two of my best friends wil be leaving for Egypt next month and I really hope I can send them at the airport but I know that my hope will break because there's no way I can meet them! Some will be going to Europe or the U.S and some to India. I just want to tell you guys how much I love and miss you guys. Thanks for being my friends and I really appreciate this friendship. The friendship that can't be bought anywhere in the world! Thanks guys^^!

Stay away from my beloved ones!!

I don't know what you guys think but the thing is, I'll kick anybody's ass who mess with my family and friends! Stay away from them, will ya? WHat do you want anyway? Stop disturbing my life as well as theirs! Just live life to the fullest without creating much trouble or whatsoever things that will put you in trouble. If you hate me or there's something about me that annoyed you so much, face me yourself, you chickens!! Don't you ever try to do anything that will hurt my loved ones!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince

I still haven't watch this movie that I've waited years ( I think so). Most of my friends that have watched this movie said that this is a boring one! I don't know because my sister said so too when I wanted to watch Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix some years back. The thing was, I enjoyed myself very much seeing that movie! How can she said that the movie was boring?!!! Therefore, the same thing goes for this new movie of Harry Potter and I made a conclusion. I think that maybe those who said that this movie is boring might be the ones who didn't read the book at all! well, for those who doesn't have a clue on what's this movie/book is about, let me give some review:"The deeds of Voldemort's Death Eaters are spreading even to the Muggle world, which is enshrouded in a mist caused by Dementors draining hope and happiness. Harry, turning 16, leaves for Hogwarts with the promise of private lessons ... More with Dumbledore. No longer a fearful boy living under the stairs, he is clearly a leader and increasingly isolated as rumors spread that he is the "Chosen One," the only individual capable of defeating Voldemort. Two attempts on students' lives, Harry's conviction that Draco Malfoy has become a Death Eater, and Snape's usual slimy behavior add to the increasing tension. Yet through it all, Harry and his friends are typical teens, sharing homework and messy rooms, rushing to classes and sports practices, and flirting. Ron and Hermione realize their attraction, as do Harry and Ginny. Dozens of plot strands are pulled together as the author positions Harry for the final book. Much information is cleverly conveyed through Dumbledore's use of a Pensieve, a device that allows bottled memories to be shared by Harry and his beloved professor as they apparate to various locations that help explain Voldemort's past". Got it??When they don't understand the plot and what was this story is about, they'll say it's boring and it is unacceptable for me! Seriously... I'm not that avid fan of Harry Potter (am I not?) but then again, I love to read the books and watch all the movies over and over and over again XD.. Am I really not an avid fan??Hmm.... let me think.....

This deadly influenza A...

H1N1 cases have become more serious here and there are already 14 death cases in Malaysia! Well, the condition is kinda bad here in Penang where some of the institutions around my college had been closed but still, I don't think this college is gonna be closed! We're banned from going outing(yea..it's like we were quarantined in this college) or going home-for our own good, anyway. I heard about some rumours that this college will be closed soon enough but the thing is, I don't think so. I don't know if I'm happy if we are let to go back to our homes because I'm thinking about the bus fare and stuffs. Try to imagine..it costs me about RM100 for the two-way bus fare when I was just coming to this college from home. I will need another RM100 for the bus fare to go home for this coming Hari Raya Aidilfitri. RM200 in just a month for the fare???!!! I don't think so. Plus, the two-week-holiday has just gone with the wind because I felt like I was having a 3-day-holiday instead of two weeks. What about when I'll have a week holiday? I will definitely feel nothing and not enjoying myself much =(. The thing will definitely change if we are given free rides home!! Back to the Influenza A topic, there are several students are being quarantined in separate rooms. I'm just hoping and praying to Allah that I won't catch that flu, so do my family and friends. There's no vaccine yet to be found to cure this deadly virus and who wants to be diagnosed with having this virus in their body?!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Happy Father's Day!!!

Ni lah al-kisahnya khidupan baru aku kat matrix..
pejam celik, pejam celik, da lebey 1 bulan aku kat sini...
best la gak dok kat sini sebab sume kwn2 baru aku gempak2 n sporting2 blake.

anyway..
psl topic aku ari nh..
hrmm..
Father's day!!

I just want to wish my DAD, Encik Hamzah bin Zakaria and all dads outside there, HAPPY FATHER"S DAY!!
Thank you for everything you gave me;the love, the care and all the things you gave me whether you realised it or not. I love you so much, dad. This is a story that I want to share with the world about my dad. well, dad..I just want to let you know, eventhough you didn't realise it, I do. Whenever I asked you for something (I was in boarding school), you would always reply,"I don't know..I don't think I'll..." or "We'll see because I'm busy..." and you know what dad, if I waited for you to come no matter how I wasn't sure whether you would arrive or not, you had never disappointed me! You were always there! You never didn't show up! You'll try to come no matter what. You're always there for me. You're the world's greatest dad and I'm proud to be your daughter! Thank you so much, abah..I LOVE YOU!

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Matrix Life!

I'm now a studebt at a matriculation! I'm at KMPP( KOlej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang). LIfe's here is excititng. I gotta know new people, new environment, and a lot of other new stuff! I enjoy my life here now and I hope I can excell here! Wish me luck. I'll post some of my photos here next time..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Study!!



I couldn't believe myself that I'm leaving home, again. I'm going to my matriculation/pre-university on this Sunday and today is Wednesday! It is that close! being a student again is challenging. I have to score with flying colours if I want to further my studies in my favourite course at the university! So, let's enjoy life to at home to the fullest before I go! I'm gonna play games, reading novels because there are only several days left!I made preparations too, of course...

The Existence

I'm so bored that I made this. I sent it to my teacher as well as a punishment because I promised her to write an essay. so, here I present to you, "The Existence"

The Existance
by: Nadeerah

It was in a small cottage at the edge of Linderhogg where Peverall Peveter shut the ‘Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows’ after he had spent the rest of his sleeping time reading it. He looked at the clock when it stroked 5 o’clock in the morning. Peverall Peveter was a ten-year-old boy who had brownish black hair and a pair of green eyes. He had average body and his birthmark on his left shoulder looked like burnt skin. Peverall could hear the crickets sang and the cock started to shout cock-a-doodle doo, waking up the early birds. He tried to close his eyes when he figured out that he only had a little time to sleep before he had to wake up and doing his daily routine but, he could not. He could feel the chilly air that moved into his small room through the window that he left open. He kept thinking about the world of witches and wizards that the famous author had created.

“What if the world really exists?” Peverall asked himself while looking outside the window, gazing drowsily at the moon.

“…and I had walked pass the wizards that hid their real identity in this muggle world several times?” he continued to let his imagination ran wild.

“What if I’m a wizard? My name is almost the same with Harry Potter’s ancestor name, Peverell except for the spelling is different…”he mumbled until he felt asleep.

Peverall Peveter had been an avid fan of the Harry Potter series. Of course he could not afford to buy one because Mrs. Peveter was a maid and Mr. Peveter died several years ago when Peverall was three years of age, in a car accident, according to what his mother told. His father worked as a driver and when the accident happened, he was on his way from sending twelve-year-old Josh McBurn to school. His great grandfather had served the McBurn family long time ago and since then, it was like the job was inherited from generation by generation. They even lived in a decrepit little cottage provided by the McBurn when they no longer could pay the price to rent a house. And the book. It was given to him by a kind bookstore owner, Mr. Bloom.

Mr. McKenzie Bloom was a skinny old man yet he had muscular arms. He said he used to work in the army. He had a pair of brown eyes with some wrinkles on his face and his hair was brown. He was a lonely man. He had two sons of his own but when they grew up, they fled to another country, leaving him with a thought that he could manage living by selling books. They were absolutely right about that but he missed them so much nonetheless he never got phone calls or letters or postcards from any of them. He then met Peverall Peveter. He could still remember the first time when he met Little Peverall outside his bookstore, staring to the bookshelves. He was seven. Mr. Bloom knew his grandfather as Mr. Larry Peveter used to helping him. He invited the poor boy in, chatted with him and he fall for his talkativeness and his cheerful spirit. The boy brought joy in his life and so, he treated him like his own grandchildren-he never knew if he had one.

Mrs. Peveter was to splash a glass of water on Peverall when he said, “I’m awake, mom and I still can bathe on my own.”

He quickly woke up, gave his mom a smile before he kissed her on her cheek and grabbed his towel to the bathroom.
“Pev, you know that we had a lot of things to do at the McBurn’s. The lawn has to be mowed, the flowers have to be watered and you are the one, who’s going to do that.”

She did not mean to be strict to Peverall and she hoped Peverall knew. He knew. She wanted him to go to school, liked all boys and girls of his age did but the earnings she got from being a maid at the McBurn was enough to pay their food expense, electricity bills and water bills. She should get more money for her and Pev’s job but Mrs. Munion McBurn insisted that some of her earnings should be deducted as the rent of the cottage. Mrs. Peveter had nothing left to say as she knew that was not worth to argue for. She thought that it was fine because she still had a place to call home, job for their living and she had Pev. The sunken-faced woman with frizzy hair loved the boy so much even though he wasn’t his real son. That’s the fact and there were a lot of secrets beneath. The secret that could only be told to him when the time had come.

He was passing through the backyard of Mrs. Janet Hermington; the stern-looking-faced of mid-aged woman with her hair was half white, on his way to the bookstore. He passed by the place quickly and quietly, not to trouble him if he would probably met her knitting on her chair. He hated it when she caught him on her backyard- it was the fastest way, the shortcut to Mr. Bloom’s. She would grumble and look straight into his eyes as if she would eat him alive, calling him nuisance. He hated that look very much as he hated the grumpy woman. He had to be there fast since he promised the old man to be a Good Samaritan with boxes of newly arrived books and he was late. That was all thanked to Josh McBurn. He had no idea why Josh liked to pick up on him. He intentionally troubled him with something to repair when he knew Peverall wanted to leave the place as soon as he finished his job.

“Now what…” he murmured when he saw Mrs. Hermington was really there, standing in front of two boys. He could hear her loud voice hauling over the coals.

Peverall was attempting to hide himself in a small hut where Mrs. Hermington put all her gardening tools in when she was walking towards his position. “She must’ve done with the boys and I’ll be next if I don’t take cover.” The hut was locked. He made an effort to open it over and over again but he failed. He was about to relinquish himself and be scolded by the irritable Mrs. Hermington as he noticed a stick which looked like a wand lying on the ground. He didn’t know why but the first thought that came to his mind was picking it up. The next thing he realised was the rusty lock opened and he rushed into the hut hastily for not wanting himself being caught. He sat at the corner of the hut in astonishment as he couldn’t stop himself fixing his eyes on the stick.

“Could it possible…?”
“Is it a real wand?”
“No, it couldn’t be. This is impossible. This isn’t Harry Potter’s world. I’m in reality…”
“…did I chant spell?”
“I remember saying alohomora.”
“No, no, no! It can’t be true!”
“If it was real, there won’t be any problem for me to do it again then.”
“Wingardium laviosa.”He tried to lift a shovel in front of him with one of the spells he took from the Rowling’s. The shovel lifted about a foot from the ground. He smiled. I knew it! I know that the world existed. I’m one of them! He ran out of the hut at speed instead of thinking he would be scolded by Mrs. Hermington. He was only thinking about seeing Mr. Bloom. He wanted to tell him about how he unlocked the door and how he lifted the shovel, by using a stick or it was actually a wand. A real wand. He grinned when he ran pass Mrs. Hermington, waving his hand. He barely heard what the fractious woman yelled at him. He gripped the wand tightly in a pocket. He could not afford to lose it. He wanted to show it to Mr. Bloom. He had to get there fast. He could feel the adrenalin rushed within his body. He was very excited. He knew Mr. Bloom was waiting for him.

“Mr. Bloom, you got to see this,” He rushed into the bookstore, to the counter, where the old man always sat behind. The bell on top of the door rang when Peverall hurried in as it denoted someone was opening the door. Mr. Bloom was not there. He was not sitting behind the counter. His grin faded.

“Where could he be?”
“He must be in the store room, of course. He might be arranging the books according to their genre,” Peverall guessed. He ran to the store room and he was right. Mr. Bloom was there, taking out books from a box. He was hardly seen as the boxes and piles of books hid him between.

“You’re early, Pev,” said Mr. Bloom cynically without sticking out his neck to see him when Peverall was about to open his mouth.

“How do you know I was here? Oh, that must be the bell. Mr. Bloom, I’m sorry I’m late. Josh McBurn was keeping me in to repair his percolator. He said no one can make the best coffee but his coffee machine. He insisted me to repair it and…oh, Mr. Bloom! Never mind about that. There’s something you should see.” He was gasping when he said the last sentence as he was very delighted to let him see what he had with him. He pulled out the wand from the pocket of his turquoise sweater with a smile that he never was able to cease from that moment. The old man looked intently at the stick that the boy just took out from his pocket. Peverall told him everything that happened without further ado and he did not miss an event. Mr. Bloom had not commented anything. He was neither encouraging nor asking Peverall to cut the nonsense. He walked towards the counter and to the bookshelves with Peverall following behind, telling him the story and trying to bring it to an end as he could not wait to hear what Mr. Bloom had to say about it.

Mr. Bloom finally stopped walking when Peverall completed his story. His wordless reaction when he turned to face him made Peverall disappointed. He definitely did not expect him to turn jolly as he was when he knew about the world nor made him believed that it existed but he never expected he would feel so much frustration when he didn’t show any emotion on his face. He thought Mr. Bloom would deny his story or he would at least told him to stop his daydream about the magical world like he used to when he came out with his inquiry about the world of withes and wizards nonetheless he did not assume his silence.

“You’ve got to believe me. I never lied, have I?”

Mr. Bloom remained quiet.

“Look. I can show you if you still don’t believe me.”

He withdrew the wand from his pocket and pointed it to a chair in front of them. He tried to lift the chair using spell but it did not work. He knew it happened before. It just got to happen once again, at least once again so he could show Mr. Bloom he wasn’t lying. He wanted him to know that the world he thought existed was real. It existed.

“Very well, my dear, if that what you meant,” Mr. Bloom spoke at last.

“No, Mr. Bloom. This isn’t what supposes to happen. It happened before. I knew it did,” Peverall replied, he wasn’t giving up.

“You show me enough, my dear. I think you should go back home and get some rest. Spending some time with Josh McBurn might tire your brain and it made you see what you were imagining.”
“I was, after all, had done unpacking the boxes and the books were on their shelves. Thank you for stopping by and don’t forget to come as usual tomorrow. I might require your assistance.”
“By the way, let me throw the stick for you. Leave it on the table, will you?”

Peverall left the store with discontent. He knew he was saying the truth and his mind was not playing tricks. He could try to do it at home. No, he could not. He left the wand at Mr. Bloom’s and the old man might have thrown it away by now. He should not leave it there at first. He regretted himself for not taking it back with him.

“I will check if Mr. Bloom had thrown it away, tomorrow and if he hasn’t, I’ll take it. If he does throw it, well, I guess I will believe that my mind was playing tricks with me,” Peverall tried to cheer himself up as he walked home, thinking about the wand.

Mr. Bloom sighed when Peverall was out of his sight. He then grinned. He knew Peverall was telling him the truth. He was one of them too and the wand was actually his. He noticed it missing last night when he reached his house. He searched for it everywhere but he missed to seek at one place, at Mrs. Hermington’s backyard. How could he miss? It was a luck that Peverall found it. He was sorry for he could not tell Peverall the truth. The time would come one day and when the time came, he would tell him that the magical world was real, he was a wizard, the truth about Peverall’s family, and there were some places in Linderhogg that was covered with a charm. A charm to prevent the underage witches and wizards from performing magic. He would tell him that Mr. Bloom’s World of Knowledge (the name of his bookstore) was one of the kinds and that the boy himself would venture into incredible journeys beyond his thoughts. The boy would know all of these, when the time came.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

twilight lagi!!

disebabkan aku mmg mls nak peduli psl henponku, aku buat derk jer arr biler x jmpe charger..aku tanya adik..

aku: ade nmpak charger henpon x??

adik aku: mane org tau..cari arr..bukannnya org buat part time jage charger phone..

aiseh..aku plak yg terkena..
jadi, slps 2 hari mmbiarkn henponku mati, aku mengambil keputusan untuk meletakkan simku di dlm kakakku pny henpon..
apabila kubuka, byk gile miscall drp sorg tmnku..

aku: pehal plak minah nh??msti ad hal pnting nh..

so, ak pn call la kwnku itu..

tut..tut

kwnku: hah!!ko pehal?!ko nh knape x angkat henpon?ko gi mane?

aku:assalamualaikum..

kwnku:err...walalaikummussalam..hehehe..sori..

aku:enpon aku bateri jem arr, ak xjmpe charger..mls ar nk peduli..pehal?ad paper ke??

kwnku:x..aku...err..nh..psl...

aku:....

kwnku:nh..aku tgk twilight!!(nada excited)

aku:abes tu? ko da jatuh cnta dgn edward?(aku da agk da)

kwnku: ha'ah..aku ngn kwn aku skang h mmg ngah giler psl twilight..ader sorg tu bli twilight saga box set, dgn dvd skali!bla..bla..bla..

itula al-kisahnya psl twilight nh..
bak kate cik emilia, kne virus twilight..
kwn aku mmg dijangkiti virus twilight skang

aku mmg sdg mennti sape lg y akn tkena virus twilight nh..

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Twilight Pictures, Images and Photos

edward playing bella's lullaby

my edward cullen..
nilah kwnku y terkena virus twilight tu



you're now a twilighter!!

hamsterku!!

keluargaku kini ditambah dgn 2 ahli baru iaitu, 2 ekor syrian hamster y kiut-miut, seko kaler itam, seko lagi putih+coklat..
abah dan mamaku pada mulanya x brapa nk berkenan dgn tabiat kitorang adik-bradik yang menggemari binatang..

kata mama:mama bukan apa, sian tgk binatang kena kurung
kata abah:kalau xjaga elok2, sama la mcm kita aniaya binatang..

akhirnya, mereka turut terpesona dgn kelincahan kedua-dua ahli keluagra baruku itu.
mereka memang kiut, aktif dan lincah..
tapi..hobi mereka setiap hari hanya tido, mkn, main dan tido lagi..
kehadiran mereka memang dialu-alukan, mengurangkan tahap kebohsanan dalam diri aku..


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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Lega..

Lega rasanya..Oleh kerana kakakku tersayang dah ada kat umah, aku pun boleh la nak goyang kaki tapi xla sepenuhnya sebab beliau mahu kami membahagikan kerja2 rumah. Beliau berkata bahawa kerjasama itu penting jadi aku hanya bersetuju. Kerja-kerja aku hanya melibatkan bahagian dapur yakni akulah yang membasuh pinggan, mangkuk, gelas, piring, senduk, sudu, garfu, pisau, kuali, periuk dan lain-lain. Bahagia juga kerja aku sebab selepas aku bereskan kerja aku, aku memang ada banyak masa untuk surfing the net, melepak, membaca buku atau lain-lain perkara yang ingin aku lakukan sementara menunggu waktu untuk menyediakan hidangan makan tengahari. Aku bukannya terer sangat pun memasak ni tapi disebabkan sudah menjadi rutin makanya hidangan aku itu memang menyelerakan. Aku bukan hendak berbangga tapi itulah kenyataannya. Astaghfirullahalazim..sudah riakkah aku?aku rasa tidak lagi kot kerana sesiapa yang mengenali diriku yang cantik lagi kiut ini memang memahaminya.Kesimpulannya, kehidupan ini memang menyeronokkan!

.:tAg from miSS AimA:.

1. 3 Names in your inbox cellphone?
-wei sheng
-syahmi
-aima

2. Your main ringtone?
bella's lullaby(river flows)

3. What u did at 12 last night?
ngah bwt date ngn Dennis Oh

4 . Who was the last person u went out with? Where?
my family, kat johor..

5. The colour of t'shirt you're wearing? Now?
warne tunin tot..

6. The last thing u did?
brebut komputer ngn adik!

7. 3 Of your everyday favourite items?
-komputer
-tv
-my sk8

8. The colour of your bedroom?
ijau??!!ntah..

9. How much money in your wallet now?
rm24.56

10 . How's life?
ok..tp......ntah la..

11. Your favorite song?
This is life

12. What will you do next weekend?
ntah..kuar g pizza kat bndar..nk join?

13. When was the last time u saw ur mom?
br jer..tnpa smpat bliau bkate ape2, gue da msk bilik..

14. Where is she now?
dok kat dpn tv tgk brite

15. When was the last time u talk to ur parents?
just now..

16. Who is the last person that texted u?
kai xin..minah y suke nyebok

17.Where did u have ur dinner last night?
kat dapur

18. The last supprise u got?
ade org ckp nk bg dvd twilight special edition!can't wait..

19. Last thing u borrowed from ur friends?
lupe..

21. Who is ur BF/GF or husband/wife?
errrr...cam xde jer..

22. What do you feel now?
mcm2 ada..hahah..

23. Wanna share with who?
xpe la..time kasih sbb btanya..

24. Who know ur secrets?
mereka..

25 . They keep ur secret?
they did

27. Are you angry with someone?
yea!i'm damn angry and annoyed!

28. What do you order at McD?
burger?lame da x gi..

29. The last time you felt so sad?
er..just now?

30. What is ur wish for tomorrow?
smoga sumeny bjal;an lncar?

31. Who will you tag next?
~miss dilah
~miss fifi
~miss didiey
~kelsie
~kiesha

.:tag daripada miss anati:.

01. what's your middle name?
ade ke??cam xdop jer..

02. how big is your bed?
ntah..xpenah ambik kisah..asl bleh tido..

03. what are you listening to right now?
Bella's lullaby, gives you hell, new classic, paramore..best..

04. what was the last thing you ate?
nasi+sardin..haha..masak sdiri tau sardin tu..

05. how is the weather right now?
kipas max kat tepi..so x arr pns sgt

06. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
wei sheng

07. what is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
rmbut dier!wakaka

08. favourite type of food?
apple pie, sushi, tp..sy mkn sume..2 yg berat smkn bertambah nh..

09. do you want children?
Insya-Allah....nnti la nk bincang ngn die nk brape!hahahahah

10. what do you drink?
chocolate drinks will always be my favourite!

11. fave holiday?
i just enjoy myself being at the beach!

12. favourite season?
summer and spring sbb sume kwn2 sy ckp msm tu mmg cntik!

13. have you ever cried over a boy?
mcm pernah jer..

14. last movie you watched?
twilight!bjuta kali tgk pon , slalu jer best..

15. what books are you reading?
my sister's keeper-jodi picoult

16. piercings?
nada

17. favourite movie(s)?
-harry potter, twilight

18. what are you doing before filling this out?
ngah berebut komputer ngn adik!

19. have you ever loved somenone?
i have..mak bapak,kwn2..

20. are you hiding something from someone?
a lot!

21. first thing you thought about this morning?
subuh!!!!!

22. favourite hangout?
a place in my dream..the dream kept coming if i'm happy and the place is always the same!

23. 3 things/persons you cannot live without?
kluargaku y tsyg, agama, kwn..ala..mls la nk jwb bnde cam air, udara sbb mmg kite xley idup pon tnpa bnde tu..

24. what are you afraid of?
thinking what if I die before I regret my sins!

25. what are your nicknames?
byk..dhirah, a'an dan lain2..

26. who would you tag?
~cik aima
~cik faa
~cik fifi
~cik didiey
~kelsie
~kiesha

Monday, April 20, 2009

What do you think

There's this girl..let's just name her AJH and she had a crush on Mr.D. They gotta know each other in a week before they went to their separete ways. She never knew if he liked her too until she got a text message from him two years later, telling her that he'd been searching for her. She didn't know what to feel but she knew she still liked him and she was glad that he liked her too. Thay started to hang out with each other when they had time and they really enjoy themselves very much. AJH liked a lot of guys and she had a lot of crush but she liked him more than anyone else. She started to think if the feelings she felt for him was LOVE or just another crush. After some time, Mr.D had to move to another country,following his parents. She thought that would be the end of everything but she was wrong. He never mentioned of breaking up and their long-distance relationships worked out well. He always called her or messaged her, to know what she was up to and stuff like that and she was happy to know that he would never change. At a time, she stopped receiving mails, e-meails, calls, and text messages from him and she felt weird. The first thing she thought was, "did anything happen to him?", "is he alright?" and the last questions that appeared in her mind was, "did he left her for another girl?". She tried contacting him and that continued for two months until he finally called and asked for her forgiveness. He kept saying,"I'm sorry for being a jerk". She was hurt and it took time to forgive but she still forgave him after three days. He didn't explain much but she never asked. Their relationship was getting better and they knew that they might have fell for each other. Suddenly, Mr.D said that he was going to leave her. AJH gave a how-dare-he-left-me-after-he-gave-me-the-sweetest-memories thought and she felt the pain. He left her without giving her a clue on what she'd done wrong but he left her this message,

Dear AJH,
I was glad that we met because you're the sweetest thing that ever happened in my life. You're charming, kind, cute, sweet, adorable and all of the other fascinating words should fell on you. You always be yourself and I never left you on how you look like. I always loved you no matter how your look is because you're always beautiful to me. I'm sorry to break your heart but we're just not meant to be together. I am sorry for everything. I'm sorry to re-appear in your life. I'm sorry that I lie to you. I don't want you to see me with your own eyes. I'm sorry. We're really not meant to be together. Never look for me again because there's no way I'll reply yours. I promise that I never reply any of yours. you can say everyhting about me but you're right. I'm a jerk and always be a jerk and I would treat you like a jerk too!Find another man and forget me.

Mr.D


*sigh* Did she had to go through that pain again? Why did he lie to her? Why did he appear in her life again if he just want to hurt her?What's wrong with her? Isn't she not pretty enough? Yea, she realised that she's a plump chubby girl who doesn't look great but he kept telling her that she was beautiful. Oh! That was one of his lies. How could she believe that? He had always lied to her and she just believed his lies? You're right, Mr. D is really a JERK!!!!She hates you a lot Mr. D!!

Friends

It takes time for us to realise who's friend and who's foe. I hope everyone can have the sincerest friendship in the world. A true friend is one who never leaves us when averyone else leaves. True friend always stays with us no matter what happens. True friend is there when we need her/him, having fun with us when time fills with joy and happiness and grieves with us when we're sad. I have my best friends around and that what keeps me alive besides the presence of my family. They hold me from falling down the cliff, they pick my hand when I want to stand up, they support me when I was about to go down, they give me wings when I want to fly, they give me shoes when I want to run, they give me boxes of tissue and shoulders when I want to cry, they never mutter or show their bored-to-death faces when they listen to my problems, they argue with me for my own good, they give me book when I want to read, and what I treasure most is they give me their love to show me how much I'm loved.

I realised that without friends we're like nobody. I read harry Potter and I realised that Harry will be nothing if he doesn't have Ron or Hermione beside him. Ron always backs him up and stays with him when everyone else will turn their back to him. He always there and keeps coming back for Harry when he leaves. Take the search of horcruxes for example, when Ron left, Harry felt very lonely and if he never came back would Harry be able to destroy the locket? He would have drown in the lake if Ron didn't return. See how much friendship means to everyone. Therefore, I just want to say I'll always miss you friends no matter where you are, still breathing or already leave this world.

To those who don't understand Malay language

LOL..Guys, I might writing my blog in my language(Malay) more often and I'm not intending on doing another new blog so, just accept the fate. If you don't understand me, ask me or learn my language because I'm not expecting to translate this whole bunch of words each day you ask. You guys can learn German, French, Espana, Italiano, what else?Swahili..so why can't you learn my language because it's so simple. Trust me. so, until then, Im writing in Malay. Learn, ok?One more, remember our rules if you want to read it or I keep this to my friends and this friends I mean might not include those from the bakery??!Mark my words!you know I never lied if I don't have to so, don't try to do anything stupid..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

.:tAg from K E L S I E:.

1. what do you think of me and Blake?
You guys are perfect couple

2. if i am your boyfirend, what do you need most from me?
err..trust?yea..definitely trust

3. if i am your boyfriend, what ability do you want me to have?
cooking, swimming, snorkelling, scuba-diving..i love the facts that you love doing what i like doing..i'm selfish!

4. are you happy with your life now?
I AM SO HAPPY with my life.

5. do you really want to leave the bakery?(ok..they asked me to put this)
i do. that's my final arguement. i keep my lips glued about this..

6. are you in love with someone?
maybe i am..

7. who's that guy?do i know him?
he's someone you knew and you've met him.

8. five things that you can't live without
my religion
my family
my friends
air
water

.:tAg from miSS kiEshA:.

I've just been tagged ok, no big harm!!

1.jason
2.daniel darwish
3.keith
4.patricia
5.tracy
6.kiesha
7.kelsie
8.bakery chief

1. what is you relationship with no. 2?
urm..more than friends??^^

2. what is the real age of no. 8?
I dunno. He never revealed to me either..like he would tell..duh..

3. do you think no. 7 deserves her hot boyfriend?
of course she did! He loves her more than everything..I saw the whole thing you know

4. do you think no. 1 has problems to keep his anger?
i did think so sometimes..sorry to say jase

5. do you personally like no. 6?why?
Of course i do! she's annoying sometimes but i can deal with that.lol.well she's fun to be with plus her flawless chareacter..haha

6. did you have a crush on no. 3?
I did. i guess i have a lot of crushes..keith, just don't be a noob about this ok.i just did..it was long time ago..that's all..

7. what if no. 3 has fallen in love with you?
OMG!!!he's kinda cute but..i'm taken anyway..sorry..

8. do no. 4 and no. 5 like to argue with everyone but themselves?
not really but you just have to know them more. they never argue with me on some thimgs though..not yet..

9. what if i have a big crush for no. 2?
REALLY?!OMG!! back off!!haha..
just joking though..ok..here's the deal, as long as no. 2 and i are still in a relationship, he's mine..can you deal with it?lol

10. if no. 2 cheated on you, what would you do?
i dunno..daniel, will you?

Friday, April 10, 2009

Canon Powershot D10 Waterproof camera

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If you're always doing outdoor activities and you always bring your camera along, ordinary camera most likely not very suitable for you. Moreover if your activities involve water or low temperature, you might want to have this Canon Powershot D10 with you because it's waterproof (until 10m), dustproof, freeze proof (up until -10 degree celcius). It's also shockproof because when you drop it from a height of 1.22 metre, it's still functioning well! Other features includes 3x optical zoom, 35mm angle, video with max. resolution until 640x480, 2.5" LCD and 12.1 MP sensor.

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For more details, visit
http://www.usa.canon.com/consumer/controller?act=ModelInfoAct&fcategoryid=2590&modelid=18332
or
http://www.amazon.com/Canon-PowerShot-D10-Waterproof-Stabilized/dp/B001SER460

New Moon release in Malaysia

New Moon is said to be release on 27th November 2009 in Malaysia. The casts for this movie are:

Kristen Stewart ... Bella Swan
Robert Pattinson ... Edward Cullen
Taylor Lautner ... Jacob Black
Ashley Greene ... Alice Cullen
Peter Facinelli ... Dr. Carlisle Cullen
Elizabeth Reaser ... Esme Cullen
Kellan Lutz ... Emmett Cullen
Nikki Reed ... Rosalie Hale
Jackson Rathbone ... Jasper Hale
Bronson Pelletier ... Jared
Alex Meraz ... Paul
Billy Burke ... Charlie Swan
Edi Gathegi ... Laurent
Rachelle Lefevre ... Victoria

other cast:

Dakota Fanning ... Jane
Jamie Campbell Bower ... Caius
Michael Welch ... Mike Newton
Anna Kendrick ... Jessica (rumored)
Christian Serratos ... Angela Weber (rumored)
Gil Birmingham ... Billy Black
Chaske Spencer ... Lakota
Tyson Houseman ... Quil Ateara
Kiowa Gordon ... Embry Call
Tinsel Korey ... Emily (rumored)
Noot Seear
Justin Chon ... Eric Yorkie (rumored)
Justine Wachsberger ... Gianna
Jamie Campbell-Bower ... Caius

check out http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1259571/ for more info

Twilight!!

OMG!!I can't believe I'm madly in love with the stories and character outside and inside the books as much as I'm madly in love with Harry Potter series!! There are four books in the Twiligt Saga. The first book is Twilight, the second is New Moon, the third is Eclipse and the fourth is Breaking Dawn. I enjoyed myself reading all those books very much and I read them over and over again. They're very addictive!! here are some previews on the book..

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The starting of this saga. Bella, an ordinary girl leaves for Fork, Washington, to stay with her father, Charlie. She thinks that she'll lead another dull life at Fork but everything changes when she meets the Cullen family. She falls for Edward Cullen, one of the Cullen boys and she finally figures out that they are vampires after he saved her from a car crash and she comes out with some theories about vampires. Lucky for her, Edward Cullen,the charming-boy-who-doesnt-talks-much-with-any girls likes her too but Bella almost loses her life when she is attacked by james, another coven of vampires whom cannot resist drinking human blood..

new moonNew Moon:
New obstacles for Bella and Edward. Edward left Bella as he thinks that is the best choice to avoid Bella from danger. Bella is really sad and hurt. Her father is so worried about her. After some time, she hangs out with an old family friend, Jacob Black. Danger is still coming to Bella when victoris, james partner wants her dead as a revenge to Edward for killing him. Edward is in danger too when he tries to kill himself by creating problems with the Volturi when he sees Bella tries to kill herself by jumping from a cliff. will both of them afe? Read to find out more..

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With Victoria still looking for her, Bella once again finds herself surrounded by danger. In the midst of it all, she is forced to choose between her love for Edward and her friendship with Jacob --- knowing that her decision has the potential to ignite the ageless struggle between vampire and werewolf. With her graduation quickly approaching, Bella has one more decision to make: life or death. But which is which?

breaking dawnBreaking Dawn:
This is one of my favourites. I looove reading this book. Bella was finally married to his vampire, Edward. She got pregnant when they least expect of it as Emmet and Rosalie and others vampires didn't. She became immortal after she gave birth as Edward put his venom to save her life from dying and she learnt about her new abilities. When the Voltari found out about them and their baby, Renesmee, they need the witnesses to prove that renesmee is not an immortal child. Will they manage ti stop the Volturi to listen to the witnesses or they will die in the fight with the Volturi?

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Earth hour 2

The lights are on. My family and I suceeded in the earth hour challenge, to help the earth from global warming. Here are some photos of my houses in the dark.

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The images are kinda blurry because I took them with mobile phone camera.
My house looked kinda scary.lol


These are pictures of myself.They aren't super imposed!!I really was in the dark with only lights from my phone.

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I looked like ninja here.

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Go Earth hour!!!

Earth hour

I'm switching off my lamps now. We've been in the dark almost 30 minutes. Even though I didn't register(I hope I did that), that will not change my mind to help saving the earth against global warming. I'm just one person and I hope everyone else in the world do this too. It's not that hard, just to switch off for about an hour. I'm going to upload the pictures of my house in the dark. Disappointedly, not many people in this area do this*sigh* but still, go earth hour! Go Malaysia against global warming!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

BIG EXAM RESULT

Well, I deserve what I got. Thank God for everything He gave. Actually, my achievement is not that good. I didn't manage to get 10 straight A's and I only got 7A's and 3B's. I was disappointed a little but it ws like I said earlier, I deserve what I got. Now, I'm thinking of what to apply. am I to apply my dream that give me not many alternatives to apply for jobs later or choose the other one, which I don't really like but it might guarantee me job then. Life is difficult. I want to thank my teachers because they have did a really god and nice job in teaching us, they always did! Thank you very much, teachers!!

Kindergarten

I am working as a kindergarten teacher as I have to do something to spend my time. Being with children needs me to become a patient person. we have to endure their behaviour etc. I'm teaching the 4 years old kids and they are fun to be with. I found it was not really difficult to be with them but I miss my time i spent at home, doing house chores and reading Harry Potter.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

New Year

I start my new year blog on February! I think it's a little too late but it's better than nothing. Still, i can't really get connected to the internet and the only way for me if I want to go online, I have to go to the internet cafe!

Anyway, there were lotsa things happened around us. The Palestinians aren't really free like most of us. The children and women suffered from the bombng, more buildings demolished and they have nothing! They were lacking of medicine, spaces for the patients in the hospital, medical equipment, food, and other things.I think that we should contribute to them in the name of humanity.

I'm going to college this year but I don't know what course should I take. Is it medic, pharmacy, forensics, marine biology or teacher?

Not Active

Guys, I'm currently not active online as I can't really get connected to the internet. Any informaton that needed to be shared or sent to me can be done so when I'm online and I really don't have any ideas when would I online everytime I say goodbye to the internet. Well, I think you guys just to have the signal that I sent through text message to one of you, okay..so I guessed, just wait for the signal..lol