PLan B

Ohmigosh!!!I've planned everything nicely for this holiday. Starting from the time I woke up, I thought to do house chores before playing MMORPG online, increase my levels, or even trying new basketball and slateboarding tricks! But they all fell, and broken into pieces when I couldn't go online, couldn't learn any new tricks..I want the internet and the only thing I could do was nothing and I hate doing nothing. No new books to read, my computer sometimes didn't co-operate by not functioning!ARGHHH!!!!!What is my plan B??I don't have any plan B or C or D....I'll figure it out somehow.

I miss all my friends and the weird thing is, I misses school!! Now I'm no longer a school kid, I'm free from wearing school uniform, I don'y have any esponsibility in taking care of the student, i'm free!! but I do miss those days when my friends and I walking round the school, staring from far our crushes, quarelling, ambushing people, playing jokes and pranks on others..yeah now I admit that I miss to go to school.

My crush??I don't know anything about him since the day I left school. Do I miss him?Well...kinda.. He's such an adorable boy that all girls hope him to be their boy.I don'y have his phone number and even though I had, I don't think I'll call or text message him *blush*..If we were meant to be together, I'll meet again one day. I just hope all my friends, including him to be succesful in their life and hereafter.

FREEDOM?

Freedom is universal..as for me, it means, I'm free from school. My final paper is TODAy and the school will be over. No more school uniform, homework and stressful job at school. My duty as a headgirl is over too!!HMm.. but I realy miss my friends. Since I am schooling in a boarding school, I've spent most of my time at school than at home. I spent more time with my friends and I couldn't believe it when it was time to say goodbye yesterday. The students who take the EST papers (English For Science and Technology) have to stay at scool a day longer. It was sad to wave goodbyes to those who left earlier. This school had taught me alot of things. Eventhough I really hate to go to the school, I had so many experiences here!!

The Big Examination

It's here now! The big examination that will determine which way would I go next is here and I've been sitting the examination for 8 papers. 15 papers more are coming tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, on Thursday and next week. I am so afraid when I think of not getting straight A's. I really hope I can get all A's in the subjects I took as this reasult will detrmine my entire life after this. I don't want to disappoint my parents that have been such wonderful parents to me. Thanks a lot mom and dad for the Great LOVE and CARE.

Graduation is tomorrow!

The graduation day ceremony will be held tomorrow! I'll be ending my high school life after this. I think I'm gonna miss everyone here evethough I'm not really like this school. Of course, I like this school but..hrmm..I don't know what to say. I've watched the Japanese hit drama, Hanazakari no kimi tachi e at last and I really like that drama!!!!! I fall in love with Kagurazaka-kun who was played by Shirota yuu!! Nakatsu Shuichi kun is also kawai!! I like Sano Izumi kun too!!I fell in love with everybody actually because they were all cute and adorable..Honto kawai!!

October

It's October and I have another 4 weeks to struggle. Still, I am lazy and not doing anything in my power to achieve well. Books and exercises are not touched yet. Duh... isn't anyone try to help me? I'm suck in Physics and additional maths. Help. It's Syawal now and all the Muslims in the world are celebrating it with joy and a little sadness as we have to leave ramadhan. Hmm.. I guess I have to pen off now. See you guys later!

My future phone?

I really hope to get this phone soon!!

Boys

I hate boys!! or do I? They always misunderstand girls. For me, when I like a person, it doesn't mean that I want to be their girlfriend or even wife! When I like someone, it means I admire them! That means they're either smart, cute, handsome or adorable! So, if I like Cristiano Ronaldo, do I have to be his girlfriend? If I like Lin Dan, the badminton player, do I have to be his girlfriend? Hello~~!!!!I just admired them for having good skills in playing the sports or because they're cute. Trust me, both of these international players are cute and both have girlfriends too!!I like too many boys so do I have to be their girlfriend? For boys out there, think, ok?!Of course, you might say that not all girls think like me and when the girls said they like a boy they really mean they want to be their girlfriends. Trust me, not all girls think like that. As for me, I sometimes feel annoyed when the boy that I like either like me back or hate me for liking him! What's that for anyway?!

Harry Potter

I've read the last harry Potter's series, Harry Potter and The Deathly of Hollows all over again, yesterday. I don't know how many times have I read it but it still gave me the pleasure as the first time I read it. I was taken into the book once again I cried a lot reading it. I think harry Potter series touched me a lot about the relationship-friendship and love. I don't know why but I've read a lot of novels before this, about romance and when my friends cried after the husbands or boyfriends left their girlfriends or wives , I never cried because of that thing. Reading Harry POtter is not like reading other novels. I sometimes hope that I can go into the fantasy magical world and when I felt like disappearing myself from this wolrd, I will think myself swimming in the ocean with the dolphins and whales, sharks and rays, jellyfishes or I will read Harry POtter or watch the movie. Trust me, I've never get bored by doing that, besides, I really can go to the other world from the reality that I feel like running to!

Popularity

Why does everyone wants to be popular? I'm not really popular at school but of course, all the people know who I am. I'm not a rich kid, like any other students. I have a kinda big family, with my proud parents and 6 siblings. I just don't get it? Does popularity is everything??Hmm..When I moved to my new school, I told myself to not shine and don't get people notice me but they noticed me!I'm not a brilliant girl who always achieves straight A's in all examinations. I'm not that pretty too. I'm not good at playing basketball and badminton eventhough they are my favorite sports. I can't play soccer well too! I can't sing and dance. I'm not good at the art things! but still, I am chosen?! I don't understand why people wants me! Am I the best or what? Or my cute, kind personality blinded them to choose me??I hate to be popular!!!!Why does everyone wants it?

I hope I get the scholarships and further my study in the field I love and contribute to the country!!

Exam!

I've just finished my examination about two weeks ago and here came more exams! My last examination result was terrible and my ranking was bad. My big exam is just near the corner and it is on November 11th. i know some might say, "What?! November?It is still 2 months away!" Two months seem far but it is near for me. Just wish me luck and have great result as my big exam in November is everything as it will lead me to a new world.