Syawal

Dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang.

...And here you will read my deepest thoughts.

♫ Berlalulah sudah ramadan sebulan berpuasa
tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira
anak muda di rantauan semuanya pulang ke desa
ibu dan ayah keriangan bersyukur tak terkira..♫

Alhamdulillah. Selamat sudah sebulan berpuasa.
Hari nih dah masuk 17 Syawal 1433H. Tinggal beberapa hari je lagi Syawal nak habis, plus minus 2 minggu je. Ramadhan tahun nih, sunyi sket. Ye la. Hampir sebulan berpuasa kat unknown place walaupun been brought up there a few years masa kecik, it was still, a lil bit foreign. Ye la. Technically I lived there smpai 10 tahun, tapi, being away lagi lama. Ade la some place yang giler dah berubah but some places still remain the same. Excited sebab it was my hometown, I could speak my own dialect with locals, so a happy sebulan! Sesungguhnya ada la a bit weird sebab I used to only talked in my own dialect dengan famili dan kekawan yang know the dialect and here, I was surrounding by people who talked the same dialect~~!! Weird+happy. Mencabar gak sebulan tuh. Sebab bidang baru. I never into management and the whole time I was there, we did management. It wasn't supposed to be like that tapi, hmm.dah tuh nak buat macam mana, wrong timing. Haaa. Tak taula nak cakap ape time presentation nanti bila everyone else talk about their internships full with many fun activities. Goreng+rebus je la, pa per yang patut, kann. . Walaupun sunyi, Ramadhan lepas banyak mengajar aku many new things. I've done things yang tak pernah aku buat sebelum nih. *senyum.
Ramadhan tahun depan, tak tau la sempat sampai ke tak.

.الَلهمَ بلَغنا رمضان

(doa yang diulang oleh Rasulullah S.A.W menjelang Ramadhan)

Syawal tahun nih pun memberikan seribu satu makna. Aku berjaya buat something jugak. Thing that was hard for me to do as well. Dah cuba sejak beberapa tahun lepas but never had the courage untuk start. Walaupun akward at first tapi alhamdulillah, I wasn't alone. Walaupun aku maybe berseorangan tapi aku rasa, aku still akan teruskan, but a little bit tougher la for me. I'm glad He sent me someone else :). Kinda gives me the courage on keep doing it.

Ramadhan and Syawal bermakna buat aku tahun nih, 1433H :)

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

p/s: Sorry to still keep you in the dark. That much was how much I can manage to spill. Thanks for understanding.