.:tAg from miSS AimA:.

1. 3 Names in your inbox cellphone?
-wei sheng
-syahmi
-aima

2. Your main ringtone?
bella's lullaby(river flows)

3. What u did at 12 last night?
ngah bwt date ngn Dennis Oh

4 . Who was the last person u went out with? Where?
my family, kat johor..

5. The colour of t'shirt you're wearing? Now?
warne tunin tot..

6. The last thing u did?
brebut komputer ngn adik!

7. 3 Of your everyday favourite items?
-komputer
-tv
-my sk8

8. The colour of your bedroom?
ijau??!!ntah..

9. How much money in your wallet now?
rm24.56

10 . How's life?
ok..tp......ntah la..

11. Your favorite song?
This is life

12. What will you do next weekend?
ntah..kuar g pizza kat bndar..nk join?

13. When was the last time u saw ur mom?
br jer..tnpa smpat bliau bkate ape2, gue da msk bilik..

14. Where is she now?
dok kat dpn tv tgk brite

15. When was the last time u talk to ur parents?
just now..

16. Who is the last person that texted u?
kai xin..minah y suke nyebok

17.Where did u have ur dinner last night?
kat dapur

18. The last supprise u got?
ade org ckp nk bg dvd twilight special edition!can't wait..

19. Last thing u borrowed from ur friends?
lupe..

21. Who is ur BF/GF or husband/wife?
errrr...cam xde jer..

22. What do you feel now?
mcm2 ada..hahah..

23. Wanna share with who?
xpe la..time kasih sbb btanya..

24. Who know ur secrets?
mereka..

25 . They keep ur secret?
they did

27. Are you angry with someone?
yea!i'm damn angry and annoyed!

28. What do you order at McD?
burger?lame da x gi..

29. The last time you felt so sad?
er..just now?

30. What is ur wish for tomorrow?
smoga sumeny bjal;an lncar?

31. Who will you tag next?
~miss dilah
~miss fifi
~miss didiey
~kelsie
~kiesha

.:tag daripada miss anati:.

01. what's your middle name?
ade ke??cam xdop jer..

02. how big is your bed?
ntah..xpenah ambik kisah..asl bleh tido..

03. what are you listening to right now?
Bella's lullaby, gives you hell, new classic, paramore..best..

04. what was the last thing you ate?
nasi+sardin..haha..masak sdiri tau sardin tu..

05. how is the weather right now?
kipas max kat tepi..so x arr pns sgt

06. who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
wei sheng

07. what is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
rmbut dier!wakaka

08. favourite type of food?
apple pie, sushi, tp..sy mkn sume..2 yg berat smkn bertambah nh..

09. do you want children?
Insya-Allah....nnti la nk bincang ngn die nk brape!hahahahah

10. what do you drink?
chocolate drinks will always be my favourite!

11. fave holiday?
i just enjoy myself being at the beach!

12. favourite season?
summer and spring sbb sume kwn2 sy ckp msm tu mmg cntik!

13. have you ever cried over a boy?
mcm pernah jer..

14. last movie you watched?
twilight!bjuta kali tgk pon , slalu jer best..

15. what books are you reading?
my sister's keeper-jodi picoult

16. piercings?
nada

17. favourite movie(s)?
-harry potter, twilight

18. what are you doing before filling this out?
ngah berebut komputer ngn adik!

19. have you ever loved somenone?
i have..mak bapak,kwn2..

20. are you hiding something from someone?
a lot!

21. first thing you thought about this morning?
subuh!!!!!

22. favourite hangout?
a place in my dream..the dream kept coming if i'm happy and the place is always the same!

23. 3 things/persons you cannot live without?
kluargaku y tsyg, agama, kwn..ala..mls la nk jwb bnde cam air, udara sbb mmg kite xley idup pon tnpa bnde tu..

24. what are you afraid of?
thinking what if I die before I regret my sins!

25. what are your nicknames?
byk..dhirah, a'an dan lain2..

26. who would you tag?
~cik aima
~cik faa
~cik fifi
~cik didiey
~kelsie
~kiesha

What do you think

There's this girl..let's just name her AJH and she had a crush on Mr.D. They gotta know each other in a week before they went to their separete ways. She never knew if he liked her too until she got a text message from him two years later, telling her that he'd been searching for her. She didn't know what to feel but she knew she still liked him and she was glad that he liked her too. Thay started to hang out with each other when they had time and they really enjoy themselves very much. AJH liked a lot of guys and she had a lot of crush but she liked him more than anyone else. She started to think if the feelings she felt for him was LOVE or just another crush. After some time, Mr.D had to move to another country,following his parents. She thought that would be the end of everything but she was wrong. He never mentioned of breaking up and their long-distance relationships worked out well. He always called her or messaged her, to know what she was up to and stuff like that and she was happy to know that he would never change. At a time, she stopped receiving mails, e-meails, calls, and text messages from him and she felt weird. The first thing she thought was, "did anything happen to him?", "is he alright?" and the last questions that appeared in her mind was, "did he left her for another girl?". She tried contacting him and that continued for two months until he finally called and asked for her forgiveness. He kept saying,"I'm sorry for being a jerk". She was hurt and it took time to forgive but she still forgave him after three days. He didn't explain much but she never asked. Their relationship was getting better and they knew that they might have fell for each other. Suddenly, Mr.D said that he was going to leave her. AJH gave a how-dare-he-left-me-after-he-gave-me-the-sweetest-memories thought and she felt the pain. He left her without giving her a clue on what she'd done wrong but he left her this message,

Dear AJH,
I was glad that we met because you're the sweetest thing that ever happened in my life. You're charming, kind, cute, sweet, adorable and all of the other fascinating words should fell on you. You always be yourself and I never left you on how you look like. I always loved you no matter how your look is because you're always beautiful to me. I'm sorry to break your heart but we're just not meant to be together. I am sorry for everything. I'm sorry to re-appear in your life. I'm sorry that I lie to you. I don't want you to see me with your own eyes. I'm sorry. We're really not meant to be together. Never look for me again because there's no way I'll reply yours. I promise that I never reply any of yours. you can say everyhting about me but you're right. I'm a jerk and always be a jerk and I would treat you like a jerk too!Find another man and forget me.

Mr.D


*sigh* Did she had to go through that pain again? Why did he lie to her? Why did he appear in her life again if he just want to hurt her?What's wrong with her? Isn't she not pretty enough? Yea, she realised that she's a plump chubby girl who doesn't look great but he kept telling her that she was beautiful. Oh! That was one of his lies. How could she believe that? He had always lied to her and she just believed his lies? You're right, Mr. D is really a JERK!!!!She hates you a lot Mr. D!!

Friends

It takes time for us to realise who's friend and who's foe. I hope everyone can have the sincerest friendship in the world. A true friend is one who never leaves us when averyone else leaves. True friend always stays with us no matter what happens. True friend is there when we need her/him, having fun with us when time fills with joy and happiness and grieves with us when we're sad. I have my best friends around and that what keeps me alive besides the presence of my family. They hold me from falling down the cliff, they pick my hand when I want to stand up, they support me when I was about to go down, they give me wings when I want to fly, they give me shoes when I want to run, they give me boxes of tissue and shoulders when I want to cry, they never mutter or show their bored-to-death faces when they listen to my problems, they argue with me for my own good, they give me book when I want to read, and what I treasure most is they give me their love to show me how much I'm loved.

I realised that without friends we're like nobody. I read harry Potter and I realised that Harry will be nothing if he doesn't have Ron or Hermione beside him. Ron always backs him up and stays with him when everyone else will turn their back to him. He always there and keeps coming back for Harry when he leaves. Take the search of horcruxes for example, when Ron left, Harry felt very lonely and if he never came back would Harry be able to destroy the locket? He would have drown in the lake if Ron didn't return. See how much friendship means to everyone. Therefore, I just want to say I'll always miss you friends no matter where you are, still breathing or already leave this world.

To those who don't understand Malay language

LOL..Guys, I might writing my blog in my language(Malay) more often and I'm not intending on doing another new blog so, just accept the fate. If you don't understand me, ask me or learn my language because I'm not expecting to translate this whole bunch of words each day you ask. You guys can learn German, French, Espana, Italiano, what else?Swahili..so why can't you learn my language because it's so simple. Trust me. so, until then, Im writing in Malay. Learn, ok?One more, remember our rules if you want to read it or I keep this to my friends and this friends I mean might not include those from the bakery??!Mark my words!you know I never lied if I don't have to so, don't try to do anything stupid..

.:tAg from K E L S I E:.

1. what do you think of me and Blake?
You guys are perfect couple

2. if i am your boyfirend, what do you need most from me?
err..trust?yea..definitely trust

3. if i am your boyfriend, what ability do you want me to have?
cooking, swimming, snorkelling, scuba-diving..i love the facts that you love doing what i like doing..i'm selfish!

4. are you happy with your life now?
I AM SO HAPPY with my life.

5. do you really want to leave the bakery?(ok..they asked me to put this)
i do. that's my final arguement. i keep my lips glued about this..

6. are you in love with someone?
maybe i am..

7. who's that guy?do i know him?
he's someone you knew and you've met him.

8. five things that you can't live without
my religion
my family
my friends
air
water

.:tAg from miSS kiEshA:.

I've just been tagged ok, no big harm!!

1.jason
2.daniel darwish
3.keith
4.patricia
5.tracy
6.kiesha
7.kelsie
8.bakery chief

1. what is you relationship with no. 2?
urm..more than friends??^^

2. what is the real age of no. 8?
I dunno. He never revealed to me either..like he would tell..duh..

3. do you think no. 7 deserves her hot boyfriend?
of course she did! He loves her more than everything..I saw the whole thing you know

4. do you think no. 1 has problems to keep his anger?
i did think so sometimes..sorry to say jase

5. do you personally like no. 6?why?
Of course i do! she's annoying sometimes but i can deal with that.lol.well she's fun to be with plus her flawless chareacter..haha

6. did you have a crush on no. 3?
I did. i guess i have a lot of crushes..keith, just don't be a noob about this ok.i just did..it was long time ago..that's all..

7. what if no. 3 has fallen in love with you?
OMG!!!he's kinda cute but..i'm taken anyway..sorry..

8. do no. 4 and no. 5 like to argue with everyone but themselves?
not really but you just have to know them more. they never argue with me on some thimgs though..not yet..

9. what if i have a big crush for no. 2?
REALLY?!OMG!! back off!!haha..
just joking though..ok..here's the deal, as long as no. 2 and i are still in a relationship, he's mine..can you deal with it?lol

10. if no. 2 cheated on you, what would you do?
i dunno..daniel, will you?